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I'm glad my humble words moved you and were a source of comfort. To be quite honest, I've long struggled with depression and despair, and anger (all French struggle in some capacity with la rage Celtique), but your struggle with addiction was honestly one that made me think and filled me with sympathy.

I think you've already overcome so very much, you've already conquered a whole slew of darkness I could not imagine. It is for that reason I say this Testamonia, keep conquering, keep fighting. We of Celtic descent (the French, Irish & Scottish) believe that all life is a battle. An endless war to find our place and to aid our brothers and sisters and to achieve some glory for God. You have a purpose, you have a reason for being here and you will and already have achieved great things. Keep going, keep triumphing, you've made a difference.

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Jan 4Liked by Tesstamona

Phew.... that is as if I’m looking back and see a churning sea with large rollers and a loud murmur of the surf like voices from the past. I’ll need to look into your messages taking more time.

Unfortunately, yoga is not for me, but meditation yes.

Thank you for that nudge 🩷

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of course, I'm glad it resonated. there are so many paths to the "bliss void indivisible" or that which we call God. ♥️

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Beautiful Tesstamona, so true and you’ve exposed part of your soul here to us using your lovely words and authentic being. Stay strong and inspiring! Sending love! 💖💫

“ Countless of readers and writers on substack have cultivated a community where dialogue is authentic, poetic, deep, vulnerable, and honest. It is a true testament to the fact that humanity is FAR from doomed.”

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I love it when people say things like that :) Haha.

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The best advice is not always best for everyone. Clearing and transmuting blockages in the energetic field is best facilitated with the use of clear quartz crystal, citrine crystal and amethyst crystal, smokey quartz crystal, and such like. Use smoke of white sage to cleanse your energy field. Use 5HTP in high initial dosages and the same for Vitamin D and Zinc. Consider a Bowen and Reiki combined treatment, over several treatments. Send me an email if I can be of any assistance whatsoever. You are strong. You got this, sister. 🖖

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God sends each of us what we need in the moment we need it. It is a divine timing that brought about the words you needed to see just before the conversation you needed to have. There is another message for you: God loves you and wants you to be happy. You have suffered enough. Your time for healing has begun. When you pray, know that God is listening to you.

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Substack is an incredible community of beautiful mirrors bouncing radiant loving light into our dark corners, the ones we are so tired of hiding. Shine on, sister, shine on!!! ⭐️✨💫

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YES! Do no snuffing of that spirit. The good news is that when we help ourselves, we help each other. I mean, we still HELP each other, but helping humanity feels like such a daunting task when we are struggling with basic things on a day to day basis. We stand apart from it now and watch it and observe it. We can be IN it and roll around in it if we want to, but we can remove ourselves, also. That's a new one for me. I plan on practicing that forevermore. You are right, we don't have time to dilly dally around with anything. With as much as we are learning, and that growth this year will be EXPONENTIAL, we cannot fool around with people or concepts or ideas that only suck the energy out of our bodies. Here you are, all clear of whatever that was; just like a beautiful crystal with wonderful things in store for you.

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I just want to say I’m very happy for you Tesstamona. You told me the other day you were proud of me for one year sobriety. I’m proud of you!!! I understand about karmic cycles and not letting go as you know some of my backstory. It’s not so easy and you are right apologies need to happen and reconciliation sometimes needs to be done after time has passed. It absolutely can be damaging if not done properly. I’m so glad Bros Krynn had such great timing and we are all grateful to them for providing that. Again, so happy for you! Have an amazing day!!

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I love the community we're building here, how we all build each other up and feel safe being vulnerable with each other. Truly, our words to each other can be not only life-changing, but life-saving. Love you, Tess!

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I'm proud of you, badass!!! 🙏🏻💜💫

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Happy for you Tesstamona!

It is god that sends us what we need when we need it even though we think we want differently. This is definitely the time to be intentional with who and what we surround ourselves with for we don’t have any time to live on autopilot any longer

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Melpomene,

Muse of Tragedy.

Only broken hearts can let the love escape, be free,

Only a broken heart can let love in.

I often wish it were not that way.

But, as my sensei said,

Pain lets you know you are alive, it only stops when you are dead.

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