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This is a very good synopsis of a very complicated subject Tesstamona. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. πŸ™πŸ’–

I completely understand the place Sylvia was coming from. Dead inside, no feeling. No fear, no love, no joy, no sadness. Empty.

β€œI Became Insane, with Long Intervals of Horrible Sanity. β€œ~ Edgar Allen Poe

One of my favorite quotes. 😁

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I love EAP. And thank you for reading. I wrote this yesterday and scheduled it for this AM with plans to edit it and shorten it more beforehand but didn’t get the chance plus a lot has been going on in the country that I became distracted by πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’« much love to you

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You’re most welcome Tesstamona. Glad you’re here to read!πŸ™

Thank you and much love right back at ya!

πŸ’•πŸ’–πŸ’•

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This is so well done. Thank you for this lovely synopsis. <3 Love. Love. Love. times 3. :)

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Love Love Love right back. β™₯️

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-β€œ I am someone who has just recently come to it, after having to get past all the man made traps and deterrents known as organized religion that had me turning my nose down at it my entire life.”

I have been β€œreligious” all my life and I am coming to the same conclusion. I like your description of the cosmic trinity, and the Christ form as the balancing and centre between Luciferian and Ahriman’s duality.

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There is so much in this piece.

I am familiar, in a superficial sense with your references, and analogies.

May I recommend Dr. Michael Heisers works , the Divine Council.

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Yes you may, and thank you for doing so

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Sunshine gold,

releases hold

and eases fear,

β€˜t was never here.

Sunshine gold,

Love is to hold

and bans out fear,

Love’s always here

Love you, sister πŸ’™πŸ™πŸ₯°πŸ€—

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Love you so much Joyce.

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There is a naked urge to poetry, and a demand for authenticity. Sometimes that demand is mad, to follow the Faerie chain, means standing in place that is unpopular to say the least.

I dunno if I'm a good poet, but I know why visionaries commit their record to poetry.

Yet to write of these things scares the shit out of people. I've lost a few subscribers over this being real. I don't say this for sympathy, just interesting is all.

Steiner is all the rage now.

I've read some of his stuff. Can I confess? He had me for a while with his vaccine against the spirit. Yeah, I was into it, feeling that sense of creeping terror, dark voice outside the window. But you know, I've had these experiences of dropping into death, and there isn't any seam that I've ever seen that sews the body to spirit.

It took a super strong demonic thing to kick me out of the funk.

The only isolation from spirit is the insulation level put up, which is just assuming a blindness. They can kill you, but no technology, no mechanical, no intellectual weapon can separate the finest experience from what we are.

I went through rigorous training. What the academics say is that everything starts from the physical. They, like Steiner, are very convincing. But they are wrong. If you fast and you make an offering to spirit, and crawl into that cave to shivver through the night to await when your vision came to you, you know there is something more.

So, maybe Steiner has a point, but I find that vaccine thing to be really evil, to put that into the Aether for the unsuspecting to run into. In my book, just wrong.

Still, I don't want this to be a comment of condemnation. Its just given as a warning, that maybe he isn't everything they say he is.

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