If you’ve been reading Memento Mori Alchemy for the past 10 months:
you’ve played a huge role in healing
you provided a space to for me (and we) to start writing poetry again
it was you who made me realize the power and role of poetry in not just the liberation of humanity and the fight against tyranny, but in our evolution entirely
*If you already know this and want to skip to the videos I am sharing (only on Substack for now), they are at the bottom of the post. They’re from the performances in the last two weeks, part of the spiritual prison break process.*
SHORT VERSION:
I started writing poetry when I was 10 to cope with life. Fast forward a great deal, I’m in recovery now, but at (and after) the age of 12, I was drugged out of my mind for a while, so, the one healthy coping mechanism I had (poetry, writing) was on pause.
Sobriety at age 20, started making writing lyrics like a madwoman. Music would begin about a year later. The who told me my words “read like a song” and put a terror in me I couldn’t explain was another poet and fellow recovering heroin addict. It was then I knew I had to sing them, hence the fear. I had never sang before.
Why does this matter to you?
I stopped writing poetry and was only writing songs. The last piece of actual poetry I wrote was… likely in 2017 or 2018. It was like I forgot about it.
When I came to Florida in the fall of 2023, I leaned into writing on Substack heavily for cathartic purposes.
Plus, my accounts on socials were mostly in restricted status for wrong-think, but in general: Substack felt free and authentic, social media felt like trash.
I also didn’t want to be seen.
I was recovering from a situation that I described in the poem released yesterday. Substack offered privacy because almost no one I knew in my personal life read it, or even knew I wrote here.
How you showed me that Poetry is an agent of Revolution:
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