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Barn burner Tess!! I know what it feels like to be surrounded by house cattle and going at it alone. God it is lonely. Warms my heart to know there's more like me out there.

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The times we live in… boy, what did we sign up for. It reminds me of the whole “helicopter parent” dynamic some families have and that the parents are essentially playing god with the child by protecting them from the dangers and risks of the unknown. I do agree on guiding the child up to a certain point about 19- 20 years old; but after that I think it would be good to let them learn from their own mistakes as that is the greatest teacher.

This has me thinking about my venture on moving out of state for school and all the “protection and better to be safe than to risk it all to do something” BS from some of my own family. But luckily I found a few good people up in Kentucky that supports my endeavor. I mean I’m pretty self sufficient but some community wouldn’t be a bad thing either.

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Mar 31Liked by Tesstamona

The term I've used is tax cattle, stunned tax cattle..

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Mar 31·edited Mar 31Liked by Tesstamona

Very good article. I've watched numerous family members and friends get sucked into this zombie like world of everything technology and following the pack; it's really disheartening.

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I am very fortunate that a lot of the people in my life are actually very encouraging, supportive and open to conversations about the control mechanisms of our would be Archons. I find that often, the worst offender is my internal voice, that nasty left brain tyrant. That voice that tells you that you're making very irrational choices when you go against the grain. The voice that says you need to quit on the delusions of carving your own path and get a straight job. It takes a massive daily effort of conscious will to tell that voice to shut the fuck up.

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There are many who know we are thought of as chattel. One way to get out of their system is to stop paying into their system without getting

arrested.

Is anyone familiar with a Revocation of Election?

Great piece Tesstona!!

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"You don’t need the entire population to do it, but you do need enough to make shit shake." Well put. A soothing concept that I remind myself, is that winning against an enemy doesn't have to be outright, the goal is to disrupt them, as apposed to standing by and let them easily carrying on.

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Apr 2Liked by Tesstamona

They attack soul. They have been sucking the soul out of every form of media forever now. They sell: soulless. I still have life in my eyes. I will die with that flicker within me. They done tried to extinguish it more times then I can remember. I see their "wins" all around me, they have breed just enough evil so everyone can have a taste. The world is now, Hollywood. I should say, society is now Hollywood. You can have whatever you want on your phone. Except an adventure. I'll take that dirt road with my dog. Ya'll can have Hollywood. I'll sing to myself.

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Tess, a powerful piece of writing, heartfelt, blunt and direct. I will briefly say that I have been out of "the norm" since my youth. Mom died overnight in 1966 when I was nearly 14, brother was killed in Vietnam in 1968. Those two searing events knocked me off the trail, so to speak. I never formally married, I was extremely promiscuous in youth, I aborted my two children back in 1973, I made fun of holy things, I said stupid things. I have paid a stern price for the wandering I took off into: loss of my faith in God and His Son, poverty, rebellion that brought no good result, outcast status. I came back to God after 35 years of wandering and while I see the narrow path we all tread upon, I will seek the path of God, as that is the perfect path for me. It is a tough path and yet, as a woman of God and follower of Christ, I can use the knowledge of God to keep myself free from the claws of the system. God is not stupid... and He knows things I do not! It is a 24/7 task, something to keep me out of humorless mischief in my Elder years, however many those may be. Keep writing, Tess, you have a gift!

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It’s a lonely path until you encounter others doing it too. Great, empowering piece Tesstamona!

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You are definitely not alone. And it does get so intensely lonely. I won’t quit, I can’t anymore. Dang too much to say. Anyhow the post was BOSS.

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Apr 1Liked by Tesstamona

Hit all the right notes..for me..thanks ..so

I'm not alone after all...pure magic ✨️

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Really enjoyed reading this piece, thank you very much :)

It's a timely reminder to be hyper-vigilant at all times regarding those sneaky thoughts about what might work better for another person.

I love this quote from your piece about will: "Devoid of will humans are no longer humans, which “they” believe gives them free reign in doing absolutely whatever the fuck they want with us."

For the past few years, I have been studying the work of Rudolf Steiner, and even though he was writing 100+ years ago, he was concerned by the need to keep our will strong if we are to evolve consciousness.

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Thank you ✊

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Ok, Ok❗️ I hear ya Tess❗️😂 Now calm down❗️😅 As I said, I’m the exception, not the norm. Even insofar as preppers are concerned.

What’s in Texas❓Well, there are still places in west Texas that are sparsely populated and desolate. Definitely Off-Grid/self sustaining. However, there is a reason why and it’s because most wouldn’t make it there. That’s great that you keep the freeze dried on hand for such things you speak of because you’re now living in the hurricane zone.🌪️Wait till you gotta evacuate with one main interstate thoroughfare going out of Florida and you have 22 million attempting to get out fast. Have you ever S👀N what desperate people actually turn into during times of disaster❓I can tell you from chasing hurricanes from Texas to Florida for 10 years that they get bat shit crazy. VIOLENT❗️

After we returned from Florida, my ex-business partner went to work for FEMA inspecting area damage in East Texas and Louisiana in the aftermath of Katrina and Rita. He came to my shopping mall Reno project to visit me with his military security that rode shotgun (literally) everywhere he went and was a beast strapped to the nines, including a full auto AR-15 because it was a WAR-ZONE. I was merely using the term apocalypse as a generality or metaphor for many different scenarios. I’ve personally dealt with some crazy shit during that storm chasing stint of my career where extreme violence was nearly dictated by circumstance on numerous occasions. Fortunately, in those instances, the threats weren’t quite as stupid as they initially acted when escalation ensued. I did get reprimanded by one of the regional execs for telling a another project superintendent that if they didn’t keep their one supervisor off my shopping mall project that was stealing shit daily, I was going to take care of it and put him in a dumpster… Lifts shirt, flashes the Dstack 9️⃣mm. 🔫👻🤣

Insofar as I’m concerned… I am SIGMA first and foremost, Alpha secondary and I’ve survived alone most of my life and have no issue being the lone wolf, I submit to no one’s threats, nor am afraid to perish under violent circumstances. If that’s what it comes to⁉️ Yes, I do understand “like minded” people/groups, support, tac-life, etc… strength in numbers ideology. I’m all for cohesive groups, as long as the people in it are an asset and not merely a liability. It’s just not my first choice.

“Overcoming the machine”⁉️ I have ZER⭕️ desire in overcoming the corrupt and bloated machine. The odds are against it and it’s far, far more complex than the statement elucidates. IMHO… this fucking planet needs a thorough cleansing of the below 50 IQ breeders and shadow dwellers that don’t understand contraception, much less what is actually going on or happening in these end times. Along with the globalist parasite cabal running shit across every single continent of the globe.

Speaking of such things that are in flux currently, there was comment yesterday in a group of us numbering around ten about corruption, politics, celebrities, etc…. I made a comment that “surely y’all don’t think Epstein hung himself and Ghislane was the only other pedophile culprit involved in all the child trafficking, abuse, redruM, blackmail, do y’all? The whole of Hollywood, the music industry, entertainment industry, politicians in general are a cesspool of miscreants and merely controlled opposition to keep the mindless sheep asleep. Did y’all miss the awards a few years back when Ricky Gervaise called them all out?” 😅 Only one person made a comment that, “oh we’re going there are we?” Most of the people in my immediate circle aren’t even cognizant of what’s really going on, nor do most even care. The rest just gave me that glazed over fluoride stare.😵‍💫 I rarely speak of such things around the comatose just for that reason. Not that people will

L👀K at me like I’m crazy, because honestly, they have no idea and IDGAFF WTF people really think about me anyway❗️Here’s Johnny❗️🤣

I’m gathering an inference that you’ve never been to Texas. Native Texans are a far different breed from anywhere else in the nation. In fact, there’s a celebration named “Come and Take It” every year 30 miles from my house and for good reason aside from the historical significance surrounding it.

IDK Tess, I’m gonna need a whole lot more convincing not to go Sigma rogue. Twist my arm dear⁉️ Really❗️😅👻🤣

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“But if you think you can overcome the machine SOLO — think again.”

Just my two cents… Yeah, I think I can, but my idea of overcoming the machine is a solo effort and the price to be paid is perhaps, loneliness. Of course, I’d prefer a female partner in this endeavor, but the simple fact is… she hasn’t shown up yet and I have little faith she will at this point. Maybe my standards are to high or possibly that I abhor unnecessary drama for the sole sake of companionship. As far as the world at large…. I believe it has progressed beyond being reformed to any semblance of sanity at this point, simply due to the decades long instillation of propaganda and programming of the sheep. Many can’t even decide what their gender is on any given day. 😂

Sane society is just something that simply won’t resurrect itself within my time left on this planet. Call me pessimistic, but I just keep hearing that song playing in my head… Santa Monica vibes… “Swim out past the breakers and watch🌍👀the world💀die” So basically checking out of society is my plan❗️😂💨

My perspective is likely the exception, as opposed to the norm. Most would prefer the group hierarchy because very few are self sufficient and adaptable enough to go the solo route. As for me, I’m pretty adaptable with many interests, talents, and abilities. My first car at 15 was a ‘72 Charger with a blown motor that I purchased for $500, bought a junk yard motor for $450 and was rolling. A couple years later I traded it to a friend for a ‘72 GTO that had electrical issues which I then completely rebuilt the 400 CI motor, 400 turbo trans, and front suspension on, with the help of my dad who ran his own mechanic shop. I can repair just about anything mechanical even if it sometimes requires master of improvisational skills and abilities to rig something to work until it can be repaired properly with correct parts.

I’ve been in construction since I was 17 and can build just about anything. Some things from seemingly nothing. The decade I spent chasing hurricanes and doing demo & build back in disaster devastated areas with no power in many cases, further developed my adaptability skills to survive in environments that most would never even consider, much less survive in working 90-100 hours every week for a year at times in some areas that were extremely devastated by flood and destruction.

Being a Sigma/Alpha, I don’t need people with zero clue telling me how to do things they’ve never considered, much less satisfactorily accomplished. I can actually accomplish things in the same time frame as many groups who couldn’t do it without help, in many cases.

I do it all the time because that’s how I roll. A long time customer told me Friday that I need to hire some help because I was working too hard…. I just laughed and replied with, “where exactly am I going to find this unicorn🦄you speak of?” 🤣

Additionally, I don’t work well in groups due to the general lack of knowledge, skills, coordination and multiple levels required to complete projects efficiently with a tribe. I’ve done it many times, but abhor the group mentality which sucks the life out of me, in short order.

At an Easter social yesterday, some friends and I were having the apocalypse scenario conversation. My buddies SIL says, “All these people buying those emergency food supplies are probably going to see it expire before use and if the apocalypse happens I’m just going to go Rob their food.” Then he says, “I’ll just come take Harvey’s supplies and food.” I was just like…. Bruh… you better be packing plenty heat🔥and be willing to call it a “Do or Die Mission” and that I don’t have any food stockpiles, but I do have 9 semi-pet🦫squirrels living in the pecan trees in my back yard. After that, I guess it’s fish from the river that’s 1000yds behind my house and whatever else I can keel🔫👻🔪in the forest.😂

So me, my dog, and perhaps an Iron Maiden if she ever decides to make her appearance⁉️👸🏻👀🐶👻🤣

Go west tired soul… Texas that is❗️💨

C’est La Vie❗️😂

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