😭 thank you so much. That means a lot. And thank you for reading. I haven't thought about that experience in a long time but I see why all this had to come back into conscious mind now. Thank you 🙏
History never repeats itself . . . Time is linear, a circle is a line, we use a circular clock to measure time, we used a circular sundial that measures the rotation of the earth before we had the learned machinations of springs and gears, because the earth is not flat . . .
. . . If you draw a circle with x=cos(t) and y=sin(t) and pull it evenly in z-direction, you get a spatial spiral called a cylindrical spiral or helix.
The idea that history repeats is in itself wholly illogical, but it serves a propaganda purpose to its users . . . meaning . . . you can’t go back to older cultural ways of doing things because that makes you a sinner, a nazi, or some kind of pagan devil.
Monogamy is an unnatural order created by Zionist churchmen to attach vicarious liabilities in the secular law, to control monarchial successions, as well as to establish ecclesiastic control over white female procreativity and individual white male posterity . . . All men are born of a woman, married or not.
The older pagan sexual mores were much more conducive to the health of Nordic-Scandinavian societies, and much more supportive of women than those of the Jewish god Yahweh, the locust master, the one who drowned the world and demanded a witch be burned alive, or an adulteress be stoned to death . . .
❝The attitude about the inferiority of women is a typical Christian attitude, and we also who have been national socialists up to this day — many even who are strict heathens — have unwittingly adopted this set of ideas. I know even today very many party members who believe they have to prove the special firmness of their worldview (Weltanschauung) and their own special masculinity through very rowdy and truculent behaviour toward women.❞ — Heinrich Himmler
How does a Jew get to Heaven from dry humping the Wailing Wall like Miley Cyrus?
Enquiring minds would like to know, so let’s ask Brother Nathaniel:
Jews go to the Wailing Wall and thrust their hips to imitate having intercourse with their “shekinah” (a female demon) while praying to their devil . . . at an old Roman fortress called Antonia . . .
This is beyond words. Thank you for writing and sharing. Dude, it TOTALLY makes sense that you started writing poetry at 10. The paintings with words (to steal from Stone, ha ha) you create, come not only from your wisdom cultivated but also writing poetry at such a young age. It's funny, I heard you say your age once so I just realized you and I were writing poetry at the exact same time, albeit myself in my early 20s. I also did some spoken word at coffeehouses around that time. I might go back to writing poetry at some point but I have other focuses (that's a word? no autocorrect) right now. I took a picture of the whale upright because I feel like I should have that. I think what spoke to me most was Unity, Resonance, Magnificence, Mastery. I like having certain motivations near by for when I need them. Another awesome post to kick off the year with! Great pic by the way.
I sooooo support the spoken word oh my GODDDDDD are you by chance in Florida? Because if so I'd go with you to any spoken word / open mic jam. I LOVE doing those. It's been a long time since I have. I heavy support any poetry you resume writing and sharing and would eagerly read that. IDK why it makes me so happy, but I am very happy to see a community here who appreciates poetry and isn't hypnotized by social media apps that condition you to only consume 7 second videos of nonsense at a time, which wind up compiling about 10 hours out of the users day with sheer nothingness. Thank God for this. and thank you for sharing this. I am glad you have the picture of the Whale. I also will follow suit with you and print that out and keep it with me, I feel the need to start decorating my space with reminders of Truth. So glad this resonated with you dude. thank you.
That's so cool you appreciate the spoken word open mic. I do not live in Florida. I live in a suburb of Chicago. Otherwise, I would definitely go with you to one. It's been a long time since I've gone to one too. Saul Williams was an influence on me in the late 90s to pursue that. I also like jazz like I know you do and sometimes it was dope when you would hit up an open mic with a stand up bass player running it down over a vocal poetic. That's so true about the 7 second video nonsense. I have to monitor my youngest son's Tik Tok exposure. Not sure if his mom does. Shit just goes in and out, in and out. Like are you even grasping anything? Anyways, I'm glad to see you have the same appreciation for poetry as I do.
Word, yes we absolutely share that. I have family in Chicago, last time I went to visit them we went to a joint called Rosa's and it was a Blues bar... it was just beyond words how magical that place was. I met a woman named ... shit was it Marry Lou? Marry Lane? I have one of her merch shirts i'll have to check but she used to sing with BB King. That would be so beautiful to do an open mic with jazz backing. Maybe this is on the horizon. I haven't shared this here yet but why not, I'll share it in this comment. I was told by a sidereal astrologer that based on the presence of a certain star this year 2024, we are to see a huge change in the realm of music, which i'd imagine would include poetry as well, since music is just poetry with added sound. I would LOVE to see a resurgence of that. And yes... uhg tiktok... lord you might like the song I'm woroking on now, as theres a line in there that says "hypnotize them with tiktok and adderall, kill them slow with prozac and fentanyl" its a jab at the depop agenda but yeah that is wild how badly that sucks everyones mind in, no matter the age. Blessings to you.
One last thing. My writer name was Friction. It came to me on a De La Soul track called, “I Am, I Be.” It starts out with people saying who they are and then what they are. Right before the drums kick in, Q Tip of A Tribe Called Quest comes in and says, “I am Q Tip, I be Friction.” It just hit me and I was like “Yes.” Check out that song, you’d dig it.
Yeah, I've been to Rosas Lounge. I actually used to live near there in a neighborhood called Palmer Square. It was rough at that time yo. But rent was cheap. I lived in the city in the first half of my 20s. Yo, if you are ever visiting family in Chicago, hit me up!! We can grab a non alcoholic beverage and go to a blues or jazz bar. Plenty of them. I'm only half an hour west of the city (without traffic). I love that line with adderall and fentanyl. You drop some ill bars. Nice vocals too. Yes, a resurgence of poetry with added sound would be dope. Why not? Create something where there's nothing. Motherfuck a fad.
One thing about the songs of blue whales you don't mention is that they are louder than a jet engine, so loud they can cross entire oceans. They use a natural feature of the oceans called the deep sound channel to project songs for thousands of miles. I think if you're being picky a sperm whale's clicks are louder, but they're more for echolocation as opposed to communicating (as far as we can tell). So you weren't just given the biggest animal to protect you, you were given the one with the loudest singing voice as well 😃
What a beautiful story!! Thank you for opening a window into your journey and imparting to us the wisdom you have earned along the way, my warrior sister. ❤️✨🦋
Sister, I so relate to so much of your story...living a variation of your struggles, sabotaging the expression of both my voice and my shine. But here we are NOW- shining and expressing all that we know and are!! Cheers to you! 🥂✨❤️
cheers to you too and thank you so much for sharing that. its a gift beyond words to have the illusion of separateness or isolation shattered when we realize how much we can relate, especially over our greatest struggles. thank you!!
Thank U Beautiful, I so needed ur msg rn- it's been a rough day & I caught myself a little while ago saying out loud, "This is exactly the kind of thing that makes me wanna just go into complete hermit mode & cut everyone off, hit the road & disappear" its been a while since I last felt like that but today triggered that urge once again. U just helped me more than u could possibly imagine & I am grateful that U were placed in my path.
Now I know why everyone keeps telling me that I need to "tell my story" that "it will help others"
oh holy shite i understand that soooo much --- i have noticed a lot of us have been feeling the exact way you jsut described. I know the consciousness on the planet is rapidly accelerating and we had a solar flare hit the earth last night so I know thats like throwing gasoline on an inferno 😅 but yes FR.. your story will help more people than you will ever know. TBH, that I think is what saved my life when I got sober -- it wasn't the "counseling" or whatever, it was hearing other women share that they had been in the same situation I had. It was the first time in my LIFE that I realized I wasn't alone. That changed everything. Please do, whenever you're ready! And thank you for commenting and I am SO grateful this reached you on a day like that. It's been super emotional over here for me as well so I'm right there with you sister. Thank you.
Now I know why I couldn't sleep last night!! Yes, it's either emotional overload, desperately grasping at the last thread of control to not pop off on somebody for being an NPC or complete serenity where nothing phases at all- lol bi-polar much?? (to use the completely erroneous vernacular)- I've actually got a meme for that😂😂 I've been witnessing it for the past 2months with a lot of us, funny its always easier to see it in others then to realize it's happening to u as well.
I've been writing since I was a child also- I was that weird kid in school who actually got happy when the teacher gave writing assignments, Art in any form has always been my escape.
History never repeats itself . . . Time is linear, a circle is a line, we use a circular clock to measure time, we used a circular sundial that measures the rotation of the earth before we had the learned machinations of springs and gears, because the earth is not flat . . .
. . . If you draw a circle with x=cos(t) and y=sin(t) and pull it evenly in z-direction, you get a spatial spiral called a cylindrical spiral or helix.
The idea that history repeats is in itself wholly illogical, but it serves a propaganda purpose to its users . . . meaning . . . you can’t go back to older cultural ways of doing things because that makes you a sinner, a nazi, or some kind of pagan devil.
Monogamy is an unnatural order created by Zionist churchmen to attach vicarious liabilities in the secular law, to control monarchial successions, as well as to establish ecclesiastic control over white female procreativity and individual white male posterity . . . All men are born of a woman, married or not.
The older pagan sexual mores were much more conducive to the health of Nordic-Scandinavian societies, and much more supportive of women than those of the Jewish god Yahweh, the locust master, the one who drowned the world and demanded a witch be burned alive, or an adulteress be stoned to death . . .
❝The attitude about the inferiority of women is a typical Christian attitude, and we also who have been national socialists up to this day — many even who are strict heathens — have unwittingly adopted this set of ideas. I know even today very many party members who believe they have to prove the special firmness of their worldview (Weltanschauung) and their own special masculinity through very rowdy and truculent behaviour toward women.❞ — Heinrich Himmler
I just read a masterpiece with words. Thank you for sharing this. It was right on time. I’ve been wanting to get back to writing but I’ve just been shrinking myself for some reason. Probably stress from everyday life. No more shrinking from now on. 2024 is the year we grow to our best selves, travel and experience new places and people
'If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.' Gospel Of Thomas, Verse 70- the only known verbatim source of Jesus Christ.
Ok the comments here are nearly as good as the article itself! A resounding theme for me lately, and I suspect all of humanity as well, is returning to my authentic self. This goes along perfectly with that. I'm so glad you're not shrinking yourself anymore cos we need your loud-ass voice to sing the song that you are! I do rather the opposite, I tend to expand myself for protection. I had a long overdue energetic healing session on Saturday, and she said I was carrying all this extra weight that wasn't mine, and I need to let go of it. I'm tired of playing a part to fit other people's narratives. Thank you for helping me and everyone else reading, and inspiring us all to do the work in opening up and letting God out. I love that phrase so much!
A certain level of fear is a good thing, though. Not just nervous excitement or similar, but genuine fear - and pushing through that - can be the best tool for growth in many ways. I'm taking a big trip to new lands soon, and I have this feeling that goes a bit beyond nervous excitement. I've reconsidered it a couple of times, but also understand I've been stagnating a bit. I need to take this trip - to push through the fear.
Wow! You must have been SURPRISED to see that prompt! I am so glad you told us this story. I am so glad that you are allowing yourself to love yourself completely. You certainly deserve to be loved! May you have many successes this year, you beautiful human. :)
My gosh you've been through a lot, ouah never been on drugs but have a massive addictive personality so can only imagine what you've been through. You have some serious strength there to master yourself and your fate Testamonia. God truly has blessed you, this article about the blue-whale was lovely, have you gone back to singing? Do hope you have.
You've reminded me, I must start being creative again. I stopped, part of my 'self sabotage' regime, I've not done anything for years, I automatically block it whenever I see something with potential for me.
I'm beginning to see what's going on here, I need to push back.
No worries! Hopefully whoever is floating around isn't using the name tesstamona lol 😬 although my artist name will be changing soon but that is another story! My real name is Tess and hello! I am also an alcoholic/addict ♥️ Congratulations on your sobriety, our dates are very close!! I am always so happy and grateful to connect with others on the road of recovery. Thank you for sharing that with me. Blessings to you. 🙏
If anyone is wondering whether one can paint a masterpiece with words... here it is.
This is absolutely, without equivocation, beautiful.
Thank you for sharing it, Tesstamona... <3
😭 thank you so much. That means a lot. And thank you for reading. I haven't thought about that experience in a long time but I see why all this had to come back into conscious mind now. Thank you 🙏
History never repeats itself . . . Time is linear, a circle is a line, we use a circular clock to measure time, we used a circular sundial that measures the rotation of the earth before we had the learned machinations of springs and gears, because the earth is not flat . . .
. . . If you draw a circle with x=cos(t) and y=sin(t) and pull it evenly in z-direction, you get a spatial spiral called a cylindrical spiral or helix.
The idea that history repeats is in itself wholly illogical, but it serves a propaganda purpose to its users . . . meaning . . . you can’t go back to older cultural ways of doing things because that makes you a sinner, a nazi, or some kind of pagan devil.
Monogamy is an unnatural order created by Zionist churchmen to attach vicarious liabilities in the secular law, to control monarchial successions, as well as to establish ecclesiastic control over white female procreativity and individual white male posterity . . . All men are born of a woman, married or not.
The older pagan sexual mores were much more conducive to the health of Nordic-Scandinavian societies, and much more supportive of women than those of the Jewish god Yahweh, the locust master, the one who drowned the world and demanded a witch be burned alive, or an adulteress be stoned to death . . .
❝The attitude about the inferiority of women is a typical Christian attitude, and we also who have been national socialists up to this day — many even who are strict heathens — have unwittingly adopted this set of ideas. I know even today very many party members who believe they have to prove the special firmness of their worldview (Weltanschauung) and their own special masculinity through very rowdy and truculent behaviour toward women.❞ — Heinrich Himmler
https://cwspangle.substack.com/i/138320669/heinrich-himmler-on-how-bolshevik-christianity-spreads-homosexuality-and-hatred-of-women
How does a Jew get to Heaven from dry humping the Wailing Wall like Miley Cyrus?
Enquiring minds would like to know, so let’s ask Brother Nathaniel:
Jews go to the Wailing Wall and thrust their hips to imitate having intercourse with their “shekinah” (a female demon) while praying to their devil . . . at an old Roman fortress called Antonia . . .
https://cwspangle.substack.com/i/138320669/how-does-a-jew-get-to-heaven-from-dry-humping-the-wailing-wall-like-miley-cyrus
This is beyond words. Thank you for writing and sharing. Dude, it TOTALLY makes sense that you started writing poetry at 10. The paintings with words (to steal from Stone, ha ha) you create, come not only from your wisdom cultivated but also writing poetry at such a young age. It's funny, I heard you say your age once so I just realized you and I were writing poetry at the exact same time, albeit myself in my early 20s. I also did some spoken word at coffeehouses around that time. I might go back to writing poetry at some point but I have other focuses (that's a word? no autocorrect) right now. I took a picture of the whale upright because I feel like I should have that. I think what spoke to me most was Unity, Resonance, Magnificence, Mastery. I like having certain motivations near by for when I need them. Another awesome post to kick off the year with! Great pic by the way.
I sooooo support the spoken word oh my GODDDDDD are you by chance in Florida? Because if so I'd go with you to any spoken word / open mic jam. I LOVE doing those. It's been a long time since I have. I heavy support any poetry you resume writing and sharing and would eagerly read that. IDK why it makes me so happy, but I am very happy to see a community here who appreciates poetry and isn't hypnotized by social media apps that condition you to only consume 7 second videos of nonsense at a time, which wind up compiling about 10 hours out of the users day with sheer nothingness. Thank God for this. and thank you for sharing this. I am glad you have the picture of the Whale. I also will follow suit with you and print that out and keep it with me, I feel the need to start decorating my space with reminders of Truth. So glad this resonated with you dude. thank you.
That's so cool you appreciate the spoken word open mic. I do not live in Florida. I live in a suburb of Chicago. Otherwise, I would definitely go with you to one. It's been a long time since I've gone to one too. Saul Williams was an influence on me in the late 90s to pursue that. I also like jazz like I know you do and sometimes it was dope when you would hit up an open mic with a stand up bass player running it down over a vocal poetic. That's so true about the 7 second video nonsense. I have to monitor my youngest son's Tik Tok exposure. Not sure if his mom does. Shit just goes in and out, in and out. Like are you even grasping anything? Anyways, I'm glad to see you have the same appreciation for poetry as I do.
Word, yes we absolutely share that. I have family in Chicago, last time I went to visit them we went to a joint called Rosa's and it was a Blues bar... it was just beyond words how magical that place was. I met a woman named ... shit was it Marry Lou? Marry Lane? I have one of her merch shirts i'll have to check but she used to sing with BB King. That would be so beautiful to do an open mic with jazz backing. Maybe this is on the horizon. I haven't shared this here yet but why not, I'll share it in this comment. I was told by a sidereal astrologer that based on the presence of a certain star this year 2024, we are to see a huge change in the realm of music, which i'd imagine would include poetry as well, since music is just poetry with added sound. I would LOVE to see a resurgence of that. And yes... uhg tiktok... lord you might like the song I'm woroking on now, as theres a line in there that says "hypnotize them with tiktok and adderall, kill them slow with prozac and fentanyl" its a jab at the depop agenda but yeah that is wild how badly that sucks everyones mind in, no matter the age. Blessings to you.
One last thing. My writer name was Friction. It came to me on a De La Soul track called, “I Am, I Be.” It starts out with people saying who they are and then what they are. Right before the drums kick in, Q Tip of A Tribe Called Quest comes in and says, “I am Q Tip, I be Friction.” It just hit me and I was like “Yes.” Check out that song, you’d dig it.
Yeah, I've been to Rosas Lounge. I actually used to live near there in a neighborhood called Palmer Square. It was rough at that time yo. But rent was cheap. I lived in the city in the first half of my 20s. Yo, if you are ever visiting family in Chicago, hit me up!! We can grab a non alcoholic beverage and go to a blues or jazz bar. Plenty of them. I'm only half an hour west of the city (without traffic). I love that line with adderall and fentanyl. You drop some ill bars. Nice vocals too. Yes, a resurgence of poetry with added sound would be dope. Why not? Create something where there's nothing. Motherfuck a fad.
One thing about the songs of blue whales you don't mention is that they are louder than a jet engine, so loud they can cross entire oceans. They use a natural feature of the oceans called the deep sound channel to project songs for thousands of miles. I think if you're being picky a sperm whale's clicks are louder, but they're more for echolocation as opposed to communicating (as far as we can tell). So you weren't just given the biggest animal to protect you, you were given the one with the loudest singing voice as well 😃
WHAAAAT!!! DUDE I had NO idea! WHAT! I'm gonna go cry tears of happiness now 😭 I had no idea about this!!!!! Thank you!!
And now I'm happy too
What a beautiful story!! Thank you for opening a window into your journey and imparting to us the wisdom you have earned along the way, my warrior sister. ❤️✨🦋
thank you so much for reading and thank you for your work 🙏 ❤️
Sister, I so relate to so much of your story...living a variation of your struggles, sabotaging the expression of both my voice and my shine. But here we are NOW- shining and expressing all that we know and are!! Cheers to you! 🥂✨❤️
cheers to you too and thank you so much for sharing that. its a gift beyond words to have the illusion of separateness or isolation shattered when we realize how much we can relate, especially over our greatest struggles. thank you!!
Right?!! A huuuuge gift. I am hugging you across the aether!!
Thank U Beautiful, I so needed ur msg rn- it's been a rough day & I caught myself a little while ago saying out loud, "This is exactly the kind of thing that makes me wanna just go into complete hermit mode & cut everyone off, hit the road & disappear" its been a while since I last felt like that but today triggered that urge once again. U just helped me more than u could possibly imagine & I am grateful that U were placed in my path.
Now I know why everyone keeps telling me that I need to "tell my story" that "it will help others"
Again Thank U from my heart & soul💜💜
oh holy shite i understand that soooo much --- i have noticed a lot of us have been feeling the exact way you jsut described. I know the consciousness on the planet is rapidly accelerating and we had a solar flare hit the earth last night so I know thats like throwing gasoline on an inferno 😅 but yes FR.. your story will help more people than you will ever know. TBH, that I think is what saved my life when I got sober -- it wasn't the "counseling" or whatever, it was hearing other women share that they had been in the same situation I had. It was the first time in my LIFE that I realized I wasn't alone. That changed everything. Please do, whenever you're ready! And thank you for commenting and I am SO grateful this reached you on a day like that. It's been super emotional over here for me as well so I'm right there with you sister. Thank you.
Now I know why I couldn't sleep last night!! Yes, it's either emotional overload, desperately grasping at the last thread of control to not pop off on somebody for being an NPC or complete serenity where nothing phases at all- lol bi-polar much?? (to use the completely erroneous vernacular)- I've actually got a meme for that😂😂 I've been witnessing it for the past 2months with a lot of us, funny its always easier to see it in others then to realize it's happening to u as well.
I've been writing since I was a child also- I was that weird kid in school who actually got happy when the teacher gave writing assignments, Art in any form has always been my escape.
History never repeats itself . . . Time is linear, a circle is a line, we use a circular clock to measure time, we used a circular sundial that measures the rotation of the earth before we had the learned machinations of springs and gears, because the earth is not flat . . .
. . . If you draw a circle with x=cos(t) and y=sin(t) and pull it evenly in z-direction, you get a spatial spiral called a cylindrical spiral or helix.
The idea that history repeats is in itself wholly illogical, but it serves a propaganda purpose to its users . . . meaning . . . you can’t go back to older cultural ways of doing things because that makes you a sinner, a nazi, or some kind of pagan devil.
Monogamy is an unnatural order created by Zionist churchmen to attach vicarious liabilities in the secular law, to control monarchial successions, as well as to establish ecclesiastic control over white female procreativity and individual white male posterity . . . All men are born of a woman, married or not.
The older pagan sexual mores were much more conducive to the health of Nordic-Scandinavian societies, and much more supportive of women than those of the Jewish god Yahweh, the locust master, the one who drowned the world and demanded a witch be burned alive, or an adulteress be stoned to death . . .
❝The attitude about the inferiority of women is a typical Christian attitude, and we also who have been national socialists up to this day — many even who are strict heathens — have unwittingly adopted this set of ideas. I know even today very many party members who believe they have to prove the special firmness of their worldview (Weltanschauung) and their own special masculinity through very rowdy and truculent behaviour toward women.❞ — Heinrich Himmler
https://cwspangle.substack.com/i/138320669/heinrich-himmler-on-how-bolshevik-christianity-spreads-homosexuality-and-hatred-of-women
So beautiful your words and your process. Blessings to you Tess 🙏
great blessings to you too, and thank you ♥️
AWEN flowed herein.
My body as a haunted house,
That phrase set a fire within.
Most days my body feels like a haunted house where I used to live, and now merely haunt, fluttering on the cold drafts like tattered cobwebs.
Then I thought about it,
I Still live here.
Which reminded me,
I Still Live.
So, I have not lost,
Thank you.
I also thought of Whale songs.
Both my father and I had an album, lp, of Whale songs we would listen to to relax.
So it also brought that memory, of quiet peace,
Thank you.
I just read a masterpiece with words. Thank you for sharing this. It was right on time. I’ve been wanting to get back to writing but I’ve just been shrinking myself for some reason. Probably stress from everyday life. No more shrinking from now on. 2024 is the year we grow to our best selves, travel and experience new places and people
'If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.' Gospel Of Thomas, Verse 70- the only known verbatim source of Jesus Christ.
Ok the comments here are nearly as good as the article itself! A resounding theme for me lately, and I suspect all of humanity as well, is returning to my authentic self. This goes along perfectly with that. I'm so glad you're not shrinking yourself anymore cos we need your loud-ass voice to sing the song that you are! I do rather the opposite, I tend to expand myself for protection. I had a long overdue energetic healing session on Saturday, and she said I was carrying all this extra weight that wasn't mine, and I need to let go of it. I'm tired of playing a part to fit other people's narratives. Thank you for helping me and everyone else reading, and inspiring us all to do the work in opening up and letting God out. I love that phrase so much!
A certain level of fear is a good thing, though. Not just nervous excitement or similar, but genuine fear - and pushing through that - can be the best tool for growth in many ways. I'm taking a big trip to new lands soon, and I have this feeling that goes a bit beyond nervous excitement. I've reconsidered it a couple of times, but also understand I've been stagnating a bit. I need to take this trip - to push through the fear.
Wow! You must have been SURPRISED to see that prompt! I am so glad you told us this story. I am so glad that you are allowing yourself to love yourself completely. You certainly deserve to be loved! May you have many successes this year, you beautiful human. :)
My gosh you've been through a lot, ouah never been on drugs but have a massive addictive personality so can only imagine what you've been through. You have some serious strength there to master yourself and your fate Testamonia. God truly has blessed you, this article about the blue-whale was lovely, have you gone back to singing? Do hope you have.
You've reminded me, I must start being creative again. I stopped, part of my 'self sabotage' regime, I've not done anything for years, I automatically block it whenever I see something with potential for me.
I'm beginning to see what's going on here, I need to push back.
Thanks for your story Tesstamona.
No worries! Hopefully whoever is floating around isn't using the name tesstamona lol 😬 although my artist name will be changing soon but that is another story! My real name is Tess and hello! I am also an alcoholic/addict ♥️ Congratulations on your sobriety, our dates are very close!! I am always so happy and grateful to connect with others on the road of recovery. Thank you for sharing that with me. Blessings to you. 🙏