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I promise, I am not trolling.

I am weird tho.

By accident when the COVID debacle hit,

I wound up recovering from a badly broken leg and ankle on a " friends" farm.

So I was isolated. It was good. I essentially became a cave troll. Avoiding town, people, drama, kept to myself. Wrote, researched, read, played my guitar, started talking to God. ( Pretty much one sided, to be honest. Went from wtf is wrong with me, the world , GOD, to , eventually, Hey God, check out that Blue Heron. And Wow, GOD look at the kittens.)

So I was out in the country away from the big madness. Becoming a cave troll, probably saved my soul.

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Correction *** everything sounds amazing except that you had a broken leg. I am sorry you dealt with that. But the cave troll, hell yeah.

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That sounds incredible. And something I’ve been trying to get to ever since that time. I had a bit of an opposite experience but I’ve still found my way back to those moments you speak of (hey God, look at that blue heron) but I am still fighting to get myself out of the system. 🙏❤️🙏 and no you’re not trolling lol. That disclaimer was toward random ppl that literally comment insane disrespectful shit, things that get you knocked out if you say IRL 🤣

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Feb 16Liked by Tesstamona

Thanks for those link.

Hope you find some level ground soon, best regards.

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Thank you ♥️

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That's an awesome declaration! I'll just tell my story briefly in case it can help someone out there. In 2021 my work required to take the MRNA experimentation shot but you could still put in a religious/philosophical exemption. I put in my exemption and it went back and forth, had to answer questions they had. It was like being on trial for my rights but I persevered. If it would have not been approved I would have not quit, they would have to of fired me. I started that exemption with the fact that I own my body,it is sacred, I have been the caretaker of it for years, have kept myself healthy, and I don't grant them any authority over me. I also don't care what their decision is and don't feel they have the right to ask me to provide any proof to them of anything. I called it out as it was from jump street. During this time, I was going through a separation with my wife (we eventually divorced). She threatened me at this time, knowing I would not be a guinea pig, that I could lose custody of the kids in a divorce if I lost my job. I was very alone at this time, but, I still had me and my principles. Sometimes, that's all you need. The exemption was approved. And yeah, I forwarded it to the ex.

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Thank you for sharing this. So many people wound up getting that shit. Although now it looks like we all need to clean out our systems due to other environmental factors/methods of delivery and also shedding. HOWEVER -- it is not easy to do what you described. But yes, I also had a pretty gnalry standoff regarding that shot. I refused to get it. Lost the ability to work or participate in the life I was living in Los Angeles, had to move states TWICE to find a place where vaccines weren't mandated with the "show me your papers" bullshit to enter a public place, didn't perform music publicly due to that for two years bc they all required that shit, lost housing, family, yada yada --- my heart breaks for the ppl who took it, even though I know we all have that strange shit in our blood now just sliding scale, but I am very glad I did NOT take it either. If I don't want to do something, you can take away literally everything from me, I'm still not gonna do it.

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Wow. You went through a lot too! The fact you moved TWICE, couldn’t perform publicly, lost housing, family, I see you dude! You persevered through that shit and other things in your life. Thanks for sharing that. Quick thought on the “papers please” bs, I went to a concert in Chicago early 2022, and they required either “vaccination” or test results last 24 hours. I took the test cause I had already bought tickets and really wanted to go. The dude barely glanced at my phone, same at a restaurant before. I remember thinking how pissed I’d be at myself if I had been injected, didn’t even matter in those circumstances. I could have shown them anything. Maybe that’s how full tyranny never happens. Motherfuckers too lazy.

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Yeah I definitely had an occaision where I had a pdf of the card that I filled in with bogus lot numbers and just took a picture of it and showed it to get into a public fkn venue once, it was funny cuz i was the only unvaccinated person in my group, they barely glanced at my phone and let me in, and the people who actually had the shot got held up because they couldnt find their actual papers. and then as soon as the clinical trials were over in spring of 2023, boom, most mandates dropped. I'd be furious too if i had taken it, especially since most people didn't know they were being mandated to take part in a fkng TRIAL. I tried telling ppl but in the areas I was living in (blue states, Oregon and California) lol try getting anyone to believe you without in some cases receiving wishes of death. shit was so nuts. I'm glad I got off the west coast due to the volatile allegiance to the talking heads alone, it became a weird cultural badge of honor to be a pharma lapdog. shit is wild.

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Feb 17Liked by Tesstamona

There is a lot of evil in the pharma industry. It’s designed to award seven year monopolies on potential life saving innovations, but a monopoly means absolute power over the product and absolute power corrupts absolutely.

There is good that comes of it. Rare diseases that have killed people for centuries now can be treated and even cured in some places.

There’s also a lot of evil. Tweak the formulation just a tiny bit, and you may be able to extend your monopoly another 7 years or more. Buy out the company selling the new treatment, fire everyone and blow up everything but the patent itself, and rule with an iron fist!

Institutions are amoral. Only humans are capable (on rare occasions) of rising above temptation, and reaching up to touch the divine.

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agreed

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