when a US Army PSYOP recruitment ad hits too close to home to be "coincidence"
multiple timelines colliding, time to disclose some stuff:
It started when I saw
‘s post here on censorship, and watched her spoken word video she did 4 years ago dressed as a ghost. Why is this above and beyond significant, along with the fact that her work is amazing?Typically I save this information for paid subscribers, but this is way too weird.
Exclusive behind the scenes content will still be for patrons only, but this piece of information I am making public.
I got chills when I watched her. She not only told a story re: censorship that I relate to on a core level - to the point where I’ve almost changed my artist name and entire “digital identity” because of it, but because she mentioned the machine, and being a ghost.
The title of the album I am in the middle of creating now is called Ghost in the Machine.
That’s the information I haven’t told anyone, with the exception of the producer on the album, and one other person. It came to me around the April 8th eclipse. I had been meditating and it hit me “out of nowhere”, as did the concept behind it, which has been expanding into territories I never foresaw.
The concept, title, new sound and songs therein, have been gifts given to me from a Source that is not my “thinking mind”, after years of feeling suffocated and trapped inside of myself, unable to set myself free - until now.
Where does the US Army come into this?
I commented on irrational sage’s post and wound up telling her the album title. It was so eerie to watch her literally acting as a ghost in the machine in that video, not to mention censorship spawning it, because initially, that is what spawned it for me too.
I then experienced a feeling of nervousness. Should I have said that? Should I have kept it secret longer? I found myself typing it in a search engine online, to see if the same title had been used in other projects.
Turns out there’s a movie from 1993 called Ghost in the Machine. I read the description: “an electrical surge traps the soul of a serial killer into electronics” — holy shit. For those of you who saw my recent piece on Ahriman, you already know.
There’s gotta be some hidden truths in there, so I go to youtube, type in ghost in the machine, and set out to rent it so I can see what thats about.
But, not so fast, because…
THEN, I SEE THIS:
Yeah. I didn’t know that was a military recruitment ad until I read one of the comments. I NEVER would have guessed what the fuck that would have been for until they showed it at the end. Ever. I was half expecting a music video.
What’s even weirder?
Well, a lot of this is going to be for patrons only, but the vague version without showing you actual footage or images:
Spoken word poetry pieces have jumped out of the studio sessions as well. You’re aware of one of them, Algorithm Ghetto.
Algorithm Ghetto is a song, but I wanted to do something different with the outro chorus. The producer on the album has known me a long time. He knows I’ve done spoken word poetry before. So, he said, “you could do a spoken word rant over the outro!”
I said… HOLY SHIT, YES.
So, I wrote and recorded a spoken word piece over the hook, and I have that piece isolated to be released before, and separately.
I was going to wait, but then:
I saw the national and global psy-oppery increase and started seeing calls for not just a civil war, but WW3.
I thought oh fuck, alright, the message in this piece needs to come out now.
Whether or not it will help people, I don’t know. That’s ultimately up to God. I can create and release, but once it is released, I have no control over what happens.
Last weekend, we shot a video for the spoken word piece.
Then, I shoot the footage over to my friend FEIO. We’ve made music together before. He is a phenomenal artist, lyricist, producer, and has an unbelievable skill for a highly unique video editing style.
We had ourselves an idea.
The video we are creating with the raw footage is LITERALLY the same thing in the army youtube video (see the cover image? how its literally a ghost in a machine? inside a tv?)
Yeah. that’s what the video is going to look like, CONCEPT wise, obviously not exact. I can’t give away more details yet. But can we pause for a second on how weird that is?
I’ll be able to disclose more later, but the off rip basics:
I see someones poetry on Substack that sends chills down my whole body, as if it is a mirror reflection, and the Universe saying, HEY, KEEP GOING. The project I’m working on was started April 2024.
recorded that video in 2020. I did not know her work then, I was just recently acquainted with it on Substack.Then, the military psyop recruitment ad - the same title, with the same image and concept on the video thumbnail as the video Feio and I are making right now?
That US Army SOF video was released a year ago. None of us had ever seen it. He and I (and also my Uncle, who suggested the “inside a machine” visual concept initially) had the idea a week or two ago.
If we want to get even weirder, technically, this thing took roots two years ago, but we had no idea. This is how wild the Universe works regarding timelines:
There’s a photo I took of a broken TV in the woods in Tennessee that I’ll share another time, which was 2022. Feio and I talked about doing something with it back then, and never did.
I forgot about it, but the images from that day in the woods were still on my phone, and only a few days prior to all this coming to fruition in the *now*, did I re-discover that image.
That image is being used now, two years later.
Hopefully you are able to follow my conveyance of how many weird timeline synchronicities are meeting at once here:
There’s FEIO, Cris, Me, My Uncle, The US Army, The Irrational Sage, and The Force (God) lightning bolt (idea, felt more like a command) that hit me around the eclipse, and all the timelines in the lives of those I just mentioned, all centering in one flash, now.
None of this was planned, and all these events occurred without the conscious awareness of any other person/timeline.
The point is…
I don’t know what it all means, other than, a very loud message of: keep f*cking going.
And also, a very loud and beautiful message of how interconnected ALL OF OUR LIVES ARE. And how time… time means nothing, other than, in this case, the proper maturation process of “favorable conditions” to manifest, so that which was sprouted (unbeknownst to me) years ago, maybe longer, could come to fruition.
So if you feel like you’re going nowhere or lost, odds are, you’re in a chapter that will make a LOT of sense to you at some point in the future, if you keep that one star in sight.
It is a team effort, a collaboration of souls, a beautiful interwoven-ness of everyones path and contributions.
For so many years I felt bogged down and hopeless, I had this thing inside me (soul, heart, voice) screaming to get out, drowning under the weight of an ocean of molasses, frozen paralyzed in a hyper-speed timeline; I thought it was too late. I thought I’d never catch up. I thought I was already dead.
For a reason I cannot explain to you, other than a relentless nature, and when I commit to something on a soul level, you cannot break it, I cannot even break it in me… I never gave up.
I kept going. Even when it looked like that was the most delusional thing ever to do. I would not let it go.
In 2009, in my conversation with Nate at the drug treatment center, I knew what had to be done. A purpose was awoken in me, and has expanded to a level I didn’t foresee, but it makes sense now.
It is not something I can ever quit on, not even if I wanted to. I will always do this.
I say that speaking from experience, because I have “quit” doing music before. Or rather, sidelined it as not my “main pursuit” for a time period. It was a nightmare.
There are dire consequences for turning our backs on our purpose, especially when we do it from self-doubt, or by listening to the voices of others who want to tell us how we should live, which is never aligned with who we are.
It is a projection of who they’d like us to be. But we are nobody’s puppet or pet.
We must learn this, and then develop the courage and stamina to live the truth of our Soul, which everyone who has done this knows, is often, terrifying beyond words.
It’s also the most fulfilling. And without it, you feel as though you are dying.
If you are called to something, truly, then it is not a choice. It must be done. Else face decay and a slow death that is never greeted with the mercy of a last breath.
We must all face our music.
If anyone else got something from this, awesome. I hope you get a message to keep f*cking going.
If not, there’s my weird story for tonight. Or whenever you’re reading this. Not sure when I’ll post it.
Whatever is happening in these times, there are deep telepathic waves reaching through and connecting strangers like a synchronistic melody, or string, or thread... keep going the mirror said, keep going....ghosts no more, ghosts no more. <3
Too many synchronicities to be ignored, Tesstamona - sounds the path is walking you, rather than the other way around 😉 I also very much enjoyed Angela's Substack on censorship - she has been on fire lately 🙂
Really enjoyed this - thanks for sharing it!