WHAT JUST HAPPENED - CHAPTER ONE
"Now, it is time for you to have the good times. In many ways."
“It’s time for you to have a good life now. In many ways.”
“You’re going to have a good life now. Don’t worry. Just keep smiling.”
You know shit got serious when people who don’t know you, but caught wind of a little fragment of what you just walked out of, start saying that to you.
That Great Force we often call GOD speaks through the people. Yet we are completely part of that force as well. How could one separate, truly?
When you keep hearing the same message, there’s something to it.
And yet, what is delivered as encouragement might actually be one of the greatest challenges we’ve ever faced.
What might that be? In this case, ALLOWING OURSELVES TO BE FREE.
Freedom is scary to many people, why would we as a collective hand it over so easily if it wasn’t?
It requires tremendous responsibility and TRUST… but not trust in an authority to provide for us… or make decisions for us… it requires us to trust ourselves… and yikes, often each other.
If you made a list of people you trust, would you put your name down?
Pretty hard hitting NF lyric that I will never forget. Onward:
I am going to talk about how powerful our abilities are to change the direction of a “strangers” life… I use quotations because I believe our perceived illusions of stranger vs familiar to be effects of amnesia, plus divide and conquer psy-op programming.
I am also going to talk about taking our own advice, and the fear behind hearing “now it’s time for you to have a good life”, if you can relate to feeling fear when you’ve arrived at that point.
There are reasons we fear blessings, success, a new life, a fresh start. When we suffer greatly, we may wish and pray for these things, but when faced with them, we do not always respond how one would think.
And there is some brilliant juice behind that fear, which, by the nature of alchemy, eradicates the fear entirely when we spend just a few moments sitting with that feeling and examining it.
So let’s get into the ALCHEMY OF FEAR and the TRANSFORMATION TOWARD DESTINY.
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Remember, you die.
So all that shit that doesn’t serve you? TIME TO ALCHEMIZE.
We don’t have forever, not in this incarnation.
Fear not the Reaper.
Fear the life unlived, fear the heart who never left the shadows, fear the potential that was never actualized into reality.
Let’s go:
For those who are not upgrading their subscription and going beyond beyond the paywall…. Here’s a song I made with another artist named NuBorne that takes you through the process of internal excavation in relationships. It’s called The Lie We Live. We wrote and recorded it in my closet a few years ago. Fits the vibe of the first half of what we will be talking about here. Love you.
We will start with a brief story that inspired me immediately to write this:
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