I’ll bullet point this - on starting to shift in the apocalyptic wormhole that has allegedly been the last 8 days:
I had an energetic sword from a mentor shatter a 15 year long delusion today.
I did “podcast” this after it happened - meaning after our three hour meeting, I put my headphones in and recorded into my phone, so now you have an hour long podcast I’m releasing Sunday. I needed to make sure I spoke what had happened.
It covers the apocalypse wormhole the past week has been - apocalypse in all the meanings - SHTF 3x and also, the actual meaning. REVELATION. Because Ho-LY-Shit.
I am going to move forward with the “public” release of Algorithm Ghetto. I was planning on waiting and only shared it here today. After something he said to me that felt like the splitting of an internal atom, I realized … quite a bit. Including the fact that I need to be sharing this now more than ever. I had it twisted.
Turns out, I’ve had a lot twisted. It all hit me, years worth of delusional behavior just… revealed itself. This is a blessing. And it’s not possible to explain in bullet points - so to be continued.
It’s okay to step away from the conveyor belt. I had been sabotaging myself because I thought I didn’t deserve to truly live.
None of us know when we’ll be embodied again. We are here for a short time.
The lack of reverence of the coming and the going of life has had me thrown severely - and it was through this grief that I saw how I’ve been sabotaging and unnecessarily hating myself for years:
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