If we tune into ourselves, magic is impossible to deny.
It is truth.
Words get us confused. Describing the profound nature of our soul, or the profound force of creation with words like “magic” or “god”, these words don’t come close to capturing their magnitude.
They are meant to be signals. A nod toward the direction. Not the direction itself, and certainly not what we are actually describing.
It must be felt.
It is no accident that our collective false reality is dependent upon emotional escapism and numbing.
We’d have a revolution by tomorrow if we all slowed down and felt.
The process is a savage ocean whose waves will soften the harshest edges through the blessing and courage of sustained Chaos Alchemy.
I think most refer to that as shadow work.
This is not chaos we need to manufacture. This is the feeling of chaos when we surrender to all that lies within, all that has been begging for a voice our entire lives.
We become our own tyrants when we silence pain, when we falsify a shiny polished image without having been through the repetitive initiation of the savage ocean’s waves.
It’s okay to have a few, or a lot of dents.
It’s okay to be bloody, wounded, grieving, enraged, lonely, lost.
If it’s real, if it’s your truth, why would you be anything else in this moment?
The things we avoid are the very portals to transformation.
The dark corridors must be walked through.
The experiences and emotions, energy-in-motion, must be felt.
This is how it moves through you, and you it.
This is alchemy.
You cannot run from it.
It’s always waiting at the onset of every morning, and end of every day, and underlying everything between point A and B.
It’s not going anywhere, and there’s nothing to be afraid of.
We were programmed with a shame response from an early age if we didn’t measure up to an ideal that was never real in the first place.
So of course you have shame. We all do.
Facing it is part of deprogramming and returning to your true nature.
This is liberation.
Shame keeps people controlled because humans are predictable when they are afraid and miserable.
That’s the game.
With open eyes you can see it being played everywhere, cast upon the masses like corrupt magic.
I’m here to say, we no longer have to play.
Disconnect from false reality your own way.
Today I chose to not look at my phone, to light candles, meditate, and utilize ceremonial and healing modalities like sound vibration, among other things.
I will keep my own practices vague because I encourage everyone to find their own experiences and ways to disconnect from false reality, and tune into the truth of their own intuitive wisdom. To be able to really hear themselves. To clear out the static, the white noise, the brain fog that we all deal with.
There are a million ways to settle into your soul and put the world on airplane mode.
Choose one.
Love.
If you would like information on more specifics of what I do, you can contact me here or via email. Ultimately, I honor what works for all people. We are all different, but the journey we take is ultimately the same.
This article is one of two I will be publishing today.
The second one, “The Emancipation of Survival Mode”, is a continuation of the alchemical process and the profound blessings of something we all know as…. Hopelessness.
It will be in your inbox later today. If you aren’t subscribed already, please do so, so you will receive the information as soon as it’s ready for you.
XO.
In a perfect universe, and I mean perfect not as without flaw but perfect as in 'can't be any other way'; in a reality of only energy, only local, only One; Love is the currency, the power, the truth and the beauty. The magic, the chaos (cause unknown and unexpected), is found in my inner silence and shows the lie of bad or good. The story I tell myself to explain the unexplainable, the unrelated-to-reality myths of tradition and ignorance is where I alchemize the chaos into its inherent love-nature. One energy, one location, one taste, one Love.