an esoteric memo: once in a lifetime

your soul - your worth - your evolution

Feb 17, 2024

It appears we have an astrological conjunction that has never happened in our lifetime — happening now. It lasts through the weekend. I will pass along what has been passed onto me.

We’re about to embark on a lot of information. If you’re feeling heavy and just want a pick me up or something light, scroll to the bottom. Performance footage from a show I did in Tennessee of a song that may speak to you during these times is shared there.

I found it on my computer when I was finishing the article, and it brought tears to my eyes… as it strangely ties in to all of this, in an uplifting way.

The Conjunction

I will not split hairs over what constellation it is in, if you have read this publication long enough, you know I do not subscribe to tropical astrology. If you want to know why, look up at the night sky and see for yourself.

Regardless of what system you use, the conjunction is still occurring, and the numerology is added up by the conjunction of these planets, it doesn’t matter what part of the sky they are in if read this way.

This is not my doing, as I am not a seasoned numerologist or Qabalist. Credit goes to Remington Donovan. I will share the memo that has been passed down, to a brief degree at least, as well as some of my own thoughts.

Some energies are more supportive than others of breakthroughs. The conjunction involves Pluto, Venus and Mars. It begins now, more tightly tomorrow 2/17, and through Sunday. Utilizing this energy for meditative purposes all weekend is highly suggested.

This is breakthrough energy, and often breakthroughs can feel like crises. But if you take hold of it, often by letting go and listening, you have purification and transformation.

There is signal, and there is noise. Then there is the awareness of as above, so below, and as within, so without… so:

A contemplation meditation:

Clear your head. Ask yourself:

Who are you? What do you want? What’s your next move? What do you want to do? What are you fighting for? Where are you going to war, but for yourself, for your worth?

Are you doing what you want to be doing? Are you living where you want to be living?

If you’re facing any blocks, ask yourself what is holding you back.

You’re asking your soul, and the soul already knows the answers.

This is why the world we live in, be it through bread and circuses, silent weapons for quiet wars (EMF / optogenetics / other frequency fuckery) drugs, alcohol, “education”, generational dumbassery swept under the rug as normalcy, the list goes on— this is why all of that is here: to jam the Signal.

The signal is the voice of your soul.

The white noise that makes us disoriented and pointed everywhere but Destiny is NOISE.

So, we have a chance to choose Signal right now. That’s the purpose of this article.

The Numerology

First, that of Venus and Pluto: 304

The cranium, the skull, or a pot. A vessel of something. The alchemists say that the cranium is where “the dew of the heavens is collected”. In alchemy, there’s three manifestations: a rainbow, lightning, and dew — that are the living manifestations of God.

The cranium is the vessel, in this case, the vessel of higher energies. 304 also speaks to showers.

“These are the fructifying showers, the showers that promote growth.”

It is also an energy to free yourself of debts — financial, energetic, something that feels burdensome, debts come in many forms. This is an opportunity to clear it up.

Shadow side of this energy (I’m speaking of the energy as a whole right now, not a reference to 304) can be old traumas coming up, crisis, endings, something that will get your attention in a challenging way because some area of your life demands clarity. The revelations come.

We are warned to not succumb to the darkness if we feel it. It is something to be felt yes, and learned from yes, but do not drown there. Let it move through you. When we resist things, we trap them inside us.

“This is very significant, we’ve never felt this energy on the planet in our lifetimes.” -Remington Donovan

This is true, given that it takes Pluto over 200 years to make an orbit. Mars and Venus have conjuncted Pluto before in our lives, but not in this part of the sky.

Now we throw Mars in the mix.

When mars is added, you have 474.

474 is the numerical value of Da’ath.

Da’ath:

Da’ath is the hidden invisible 11th Sephirot. Anything 11 creates an infinite trajectory, a momentum that will take on a life of its its own.
Da’ath is knowledge, but it is not information and data, this is true knowledge through direct and personal experience with the higher realms and your higher self. Pluto is here, it’s your fucking soul. This is a tremendous consciousness upgrade.
When Da’ath comes in, it is so mysterious. It exists, and doesn’t exist…
This is profound revelation.
To summarize in simple language, big themes are your souls purpose, what is most satisfying for the highest good, your biggest growth, bigger awareness of what you want to be doing, upgrading your self worth, and using the Mars push to have tremendous breakthroughs.
Don’t limit yourself by thinking “I know what’s best”, because there’s gonna be something new, so stay in a meditative space over the next few weeks and be open to receive these revelations. That is a keyword in all of this.
This is the true knowledge, not data and youtubing and googling.
This isn’t AI. This is you, your soul, and God.
-Remington Donovan

My comments on Da’ath

Da’ath is also associated with 333. Whenever I see those numbers, I check myself REAL fast to make sure I’m not subconsciously about to do some stupid shit.

Why? Because Da’ath is also known as the Demon of the Abyss. That vicious cycle, that Achilles heel, the lesson you thought you conquered coming back to make sure you fucking learned it this time.

Da’ath is in the same realm as the High Priestess, the realm of higher consciousness. So, if you struggle, when you struggle, do not reject it as some sort of failure — it’s a pathway to an evolution of your soul and consciousness. It only repeats when you didn’t learn it last time, and some lessons have to be repeated because… we may not be ready to see the whole picture all at once.

Repetition is a sacred thing, say in the context of mantra or prayer. If one learns something new each time they repeat a cycle, and a new layer of truth is revealed as layers of falsehoods burn away… why be ashamed, judge or reject the experience?

This is part of what we are here to do. Evolve. The tendency we have in this culture to sweep shit under the rug as opposed to embracing the dark as equally as the light is stupid.

Final thoughts, then Music:

It’s hard to write on here right now and not get personal given everything that is going on. Another death only two weeks ago set off the landmines of grief that likely never go away, plus about every other life area has had its own “landmine” eruption in some form or another. Things escalated quickly.

Yet here we stand.

I won’t go further than that. I just found myself writing this. Partially because I felt inspired, partially because I’m avoiding doing my own meditation. Also, it does feel good to get back to some sort of normalcy, or just back into doing something I enjoy.

So that meditating I was avoiding, I’m gonna do that. The practice I find to be the most excavating is Kundalini yoga. That is where I am able to hear the voice of my soul and burn away noise.

It’s been hard to tap into that space lately, but I’m making it my mission to do so this weekend, because you can only run on the remnants of fumes for so long.

I miss that clarity and I miss making music too. I know somethings way off when I stop doing that.

If you can relate to any of what I just said, tune in with yourself however you want. In the post before this, I included a kundalini yoga webcast that you can do for free.

If you’re in Florida, leave a comment if you want to do Kundalini Yoga in person. Jai Dev Singh is coming here in a few weeks to teach and practice.

May we know ourselves and our worth even more.

May we remember.

MUSIC:

I just found this video from a show I did at Joelton Hardware in Joelton, TN — one of my favorite places about 30 mins north of Nashville. Brings tears to my eyes. Wasn’t so long ago, only last summer. July 10th, 2023.

If you’re feeling down, this will lift you up.. and Kris, if you are reading this, I love you and thank you for all that you did to help me when I was up there. Thank you for holding space for the community. I’ll see you again and still think of you often.

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